Killing our humanity, slowly, one sense at a time
We ignore "naturally acquired" covid (and all the other things that are poisoning us) at our peril
This article is not about the jab. Others are talking about the genocide from the jab. For anyone who doubts it, watch this interview. The title of the Catherine Austin Fitts interview below conceals the dynamite contained within.
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This article is about naturally acquired covid amongst the unjabbed, a small but globally significant population. It is not about what we “caught” and it is not about what almost killed many of us. It is about whatever “that thing” is doing to us long term. I will let others argue about what “that thing” is. I am calling it covid and long covid but it could be anything. I just know it is something very very dangerous to humanity.
My speculation - covid is systematically de-humanising us, one nerve and one sense at a time
Sounds fantastical? Get onto some of the long covid support groups on Facebook and you will find ample evidence for what I am speculating here.
We are being de-humanised, one nerve and one nerve ending at a time. I can’t explain the science of this except that it is to do with the autonomic nervous system, both the sympathetic system (flight and fight responses which includes hormones) and the parasympathetic system (which is largely the vagus nerve).
I am not even going to try to explain the mechanisms. I am just going to give examples of what happens to someone when their autonomic nervous system misfires. Here are some symptoms of that misfiring.
Loss of sense of smell
One very common symptom of long covid is loss of sense of smell which is directly related to the vagus nerve. This one creeps up on you until you realise one day that you are not smelling anything. Ho hum, not a serious problem so you ignore it. And you read online not to worry about it. It will return in a few months, but for many or most it does not return. If you are lucky - or perhaps if you start paying attention to your autonomic nervous system like I have - your sense of smell starts to return. Only when you get a passing whiff of a lovely flower, only to lose it again, or when you smell that newly mown lawn fleetingly, do you realise that you have lost not only your sense of smell but part of what makes you human. Smell triggers physical responses like shudders that ebb through your body; it triggers memories; it triggers a sense of delight. It lights you up. So take all of that delight out of your life? What is left?
I think I have started to bring back my sense of smell with Vagus nerve exercises. I can’t be sure, but I trust that they do something. This one I find the easiest.
Loss of the sense of beauty from music
But wait, there’s more. What happens when you no longer “feel” music, particularly when you listen to something you once considered beautiful - you felt it’s beauty, but now it just irritates you? What on earth is that about?
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In the same way loss of sense of smell crept up on me, so did this one. I was just tired or maybe the musical frequencies were wrong, but it never occurred to me that my sensors that pick up on music had stopped working. Once that dawned on me, I decided to find my “sound orgasm” again. There was one piece of music left to me, The Sound of Silence by Disturbed. I put on my headphones, I turned up the volume, and I sat there “feeling” the resonance going through my squeeling body and brain. That’s why I love this piece of music. It still has the power to “move me” when even Rachmaninoff’s Symphony number 2 or Beethovens Ode to Joy or Max Bruch’s Violin Concerto number 1, are all leaving me cold.
I recalled a theta or delta tape I once had, recorded by the then Brother Charles. A sound would start in one ear, drill through my brain, and exit through the other ear, all sorts of sounds, delightful ones, and in both directions. Again it was an almost orgasmic brain sensation, and the sensation grabbed me and held me in the meditation. I have not been able to find this recording again, but while looking I came across SpryFuel.
Their recordings are not as sensory as I recall the Brother Charles tape being, but then maybe my senses are not what they were either. This is my current favorite, out of their enormous collection. Sometimes it goes through my brain and sometimes it vibrates my entire body. And I love it. It is the right rythm for walking to, and the right pitch for humming along with (which also stimulates the vagus nerve).
Again, what happens when you lose your sense of smell and your sense of music? Are you less human than you once were?
Loss of the sense of beauty from nature
Perhaps this is the worst loss for me, and it started long before covid. There are places I have lived where I could guarantee that, when I drove around a particular bend in the road and emerged into a view, my entire body would ping with an intense sense of love and wonderment at the sparkling “light” and trees and vista before me. Every time I drove north on the Calder Freeway from Melbourne to Bendigo, my heart would ping when I saw the fluffy white clouds hanging over the hills, seemingly close enough to touch. Even now I lose my breath thinking about it.
Since I moved to the very beautiful south coast of NSW, nothing. I wondered what was wrong with my “spirit” that I could not “fall in love” with this place. Is it the light? Is it something to do with its spiritual energy not resonating with mine, or is it that I have lost my ability to experience the light and the awe and the wonder. Have those senses died?
Well, three nights ago, when I went for my regular walk down the beach, I emerged over the dunes and gasped with the beauty of what my eyes were taking in. It all looked different somehow. Was it the light? Was it me? I don’t know, but it hasn’t happened in the evenings since. It was fleeting, but it reminds me that I can feel like this. I so hope it comes back because I so want to fall in love with where I am living, and I am bereft without it.
So, what happens when you lose your sense of smell and your sense of music and your sense of the beauty of nature?
…and what about “disassociation”
Many are also reporting disassociation, where “Life Doesn’t Feel Real Anymore”. It is being discussed as a psychological response to the imposed isolation and alienation of covid lockdowns, but what if it is more than that?
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What if it is a loss of the sensory mechanisms through which we “feel” the world around us. Some describe that they know who their family are, but that they can no longer “feel” them. Is this psychological, or is it physical? And does our ability to “feel” the world around us ever come back? If so, how do we bring it back?
The medical profession is largely ignoring all of this, and is just telling us that we will gradually heal. But there are some who are over 2 years into this and are getting worse, not better, so the overall prognosis, if no action is taken, is not looking good for many long covid victims.
The implications
When enough of our senses go missing, what do we become? Syborgs? Is that the idea? Is that the purpose of the bioweapon?
Remember, this is besetting the unvaxxed, those who showed enough independence of mind to question just how “safe and effective” the jab is, and refused to accept it. Is this how they get us under control, by stripping the unvaxxed of the sensory world that makes us human?
What any individual has personally not experienced is not relevant to my point. My point is there might be something creeping up on us that is going to turn the whole of humanity, whether vaxxed or not, into psychopaths unable to feel or sense the world around them. If they don't get us one way, they may very well get us a different way - the way I have described is one possibility.
I am not saying I am right. In fact, let me make it perfectly clear that it might be me personally dying to my own soul, and not a general phenomenon. And frankly, it might be time for me to check out - or would be had I not noticed how many on the long covid groups are talking about not wanting to be alive any more. That’s what happens when your senses die. If it is generalised rather than personal, which is indicated by the reports from hundreds of thousands of people on the long covid groups (I am not exaggerating the numbers), then this war has just hotted up. Smug self-satisfaction at resisting the pressure to take the jab is not going to save us.
So please, whether or not you believe me is irrelevant. Keep the idea on the back burner and watch out for it. If I am right, you may be called on to save your own or someone else's humanity.
Note to myself. This is a comment I made on someone else's post to clarify my research into the vagus nerve and its relationship to covid and long covid.
"I have a problem with how the vagus nerve is addressed medically. It seems that malfunction is viewed as being caused by psychology and fixed by psychology. What I am exploring is how it can be damaged physically and what can be done to repair it physically. This is not to dispute the importance of psychology, and its compounding effect, but to question which is the chicken and which is the egg.
I have started to watch the long covid groups to see how much of what is happening to them can be attributed to vagus nerve malfunction, and it is a lot.
However, there is very little information on the web about the physical nature of the vagus nerve and there is nothing to explain how or why covid is doing so much apparent damage to vagus nerve functioning.
There is a lot on how to stimulate it, and for the time we are focusing on stimulating it, maybe we are not pumping stress hormones, but the minute we stop stimulating it, we start pumping stress hormones again. And this is appallingly common amongst long covid sufferers who cannot get out of fight and flight mode. They regularly wake up with panic attacks that trigger all their symptoms, and although my case is not as severe, I can clearly recognise that I am trapped in fight or flight. I struggle to control my reactivity even though I am aware of it.
The result of this perpetual fight or flight state is that too many other body systems are shut down. The vagus nerve along with the stress hormones, is carrying the wrong messages to the heart, lungs, liver, pancreas - telling them to all go away until the danger is over, or step up their functioning until the danger is over, but the danger is never over. Doctors are looking for failures in the various organs or systems, instead of looking at the idea of faulty messaging to and from those organs/systems. Most in the long covid groups have been bombarded with batteries of tests for the organs or systems that seem to be malfunctioning, but which are shown to be functioning perfectly. They are not taking the next step and looking at the possibility that these perfectly functioning systems are obeying faulty orders - from the autonomic nervous system. And they are not asking how we re-set that system to start giving the correct orders. So I am left with the question, if everything is functioning perfectly but obeying bad orders, how do we get good orders? It's like the vagus nerve is a telephone line with a scrambler on it, so the recipient of the message is not hearing all of the message as intended. We are doing our best to obey those faulty messages.
I have seen one research paper that claims that the covid spike protein can attach to ACE2 receptors on the vagus nerve and hitch hike around the body that way. But it does not go anywhere near suggesting how to either protect the vagus nerve or cure it of its spike protein "infestation".
I have seen a couple of passing references to "feeding" the vagus nerve, and the two elements I have seen mentioned are vitamin B12 and Choline, but again, just passing references, when listing the benefits of those elements, rather than a focus on how those elements can help the vagus nerve in particular, or how and what doses we should administer, or how we can test for results.
Meanwhile, in the absence of anything I can do physically other than take B12 and Choline on faith, I am doing all sorts of stuff recommended for stimulating the vagus nerve. So are lots of other people, but one fear is that some of what we are doing to stimulate the vagus nerve is ALSO stimulating stress hormone production. Could it be? Who knows? Many are going onto psychiatric drugs to dull their stress hormone responses, but few are getting good results in terms of overall quality of life.
So what next? For many, this is a 2+ year journey where their health is getting worse, not better. Milder cases, such as my own, seem to show some minimal level of improvement. So, either way, we need to fix this.
I wonder if it's a numbing effect from too much collective stress. Drought, fires, floods, politics and poisoning propaganda.
My last and final PCR in May 2021. From that day I lost my sense of smell. Not completely but enough to loose enjoyment of food.
The after effects of intense stress over the last 2 years, job loss and an imposed midlife crisis leaves us exhausted after a normal days' effort.
Are we depressed? Probably. Was it the PCR that damaged my sinus or covid? I think the EO. I've not met one person who has a diagnosed long covid ("I don't know") by Drs who hasn't been vaxxed. You're the first I've heard. I suspect it's different from what we've personally seen - vax damaged immunity.
Whether it's chemical, waves of some sort or a virus, I agree with you on our approach and focus must be intentional. I have made myself so ill over the years from stress. If we can make ourselves sick we can also heal. Gratitude, wonder of beauty and personal connection. With me I'll put a connection with God first. It's hard at first, then becomes a daily fix. The healthiest one ever.
Thanks for your article